kosong=)

kosong~kosong~in chinese~kosong=空。。。in english=blank。。。

y i'm writing a blog bout kosong???i also dono....mb....juz....i have no idea on wad i going to write about tonite.....kosong is a great title.isnt it?ever dio scold by someone by using the word'kosong'?no?really?reaLLY?REALLY REALLY NO?fine....as i do~=P~mb some of 'u'ever did,but my 'gang' which named as moobsSs no prefer the word kosong......anyway,the word r so lame......kosong...kosong......yue jiang yue bei song......

ARGH!!!DON DARE TO CINCAI CINCAI 'LIKE' OTHERS PPL STATUS AGAIN=3=~I'M SCARED MAN~~~

NOVEMBER......passed 13 days.....walan....so fast....sertT!!!!!if i have no mistaken,i am having my trash talk with all the moobsSs since 1st of the november rite???wou........really........time passed dam building fast.......in my memories.......hmmm.....cant rmb wad....cause........really...(terlalu TRASH TOK LE WA).....HAHA.......anyway........we r enjoying ourselves...arent we???During this period,i found tat its very very VERY important to have a great communication skill to able to'survive'in this sertTing world...(nt much need in our trash tok anyway....if u r 'fei'enough,u r most welcum to our emmoob =P)oh yeah~carmon~~~let get it started!!!don stop the music....I AM SO RANDOM~XD~the word 'random' juz added to my dictonary(bahasa JohN)~

Actually,i hate my dictonary much....I wish i could exchange my dictonary with ian,bernice,irene,nurul or watever......hmmm...juz......sertT me!!!sertT my eng!!!sertT!!anyway,i am glad to 'boro' my dictonary to my fren....wulala......so dam building words u can learnt frm it.....although its nt very proper,nt very correct,nt very sensible,but...all of them r 100percent'fei'!!!!need to introduce some of them???hm....cincai list sikit sikit la(going to list out 100 words)roflmao～no la~mb 4 or 5?sertT?wad harR?moob?reputT?roflmao?shushit?shitea?nizoob?carmon?jiong?dam building?babum?walao?n a new word=random!!!hmmm......feel so weird......did i copied them frm somewhere else???hmmm....watever.....lalala~~~

o.O~now is 2.36pm~no feel like wanna to meet my dar'bed'......time flash bak to 9.00pm last day,i'm laying on my bed......wanna 'a mu de shi jian'in english>>>a dam building sertT old woman's times....ahaha~the name weird rite?sory~u r wrong~its juz RANDOM~=P~ahah~juz a moob book.....surely wont give help in study or moral.....guess wad?i like these kind of books!!!!very 'fei'!!!!whenever u feel sad,whenever u feel boring,u can find 'a mu de shi jian'~~~100percent tat ur times r WASTED!!!!ok~bak to topic....i'm laying on bed....slowly..smoothly....'floooww..flooow'....so cold....the air-con was facing me n 'ngei ngei dui wo cui qi'....reputT!!!!!anyway....i'm enjoying myself on my bed with the book =)~hmmm~bout the plan on studing add-mt da nite?hmmm~~delay it to the next day~SETTLE~WOO~i am genius~xD~(no offense,all of us r genius=P)

Opsly opslxu~~guess wad harR?i ACCIDENTALLY slept><~haha~of coz....its juz an accident...i juz put on my pyjamas.....close up the lampu....n get my blanket on.....rofl.m.a.OOO!!!!n GOSh dam building！！！i missed tonite trash tok!!!i plan to slip frm 9 till 10~but who noes.....when the phone rang again,edi 11pm~==~hmm~anyway,still need to said ty to 'boss nulu' to wake me up n tell me bout the 'plan'......hmmm~n bout the msg frm u,ngaisaT~><~the msg ringtone r moob n not enough to wake me up~i'm soli sole solu solo soso>.<

didi~dokdok~~3am now~ahaha~i'm nt alone~=P~emoob team were all down~(tat normal k).....rofl~~ Cicak was on9-ing~~happy dao~gt one more ppl can tok to~~haha~learnt many frm her~i feel tat i'm very xin-fu to have a good parents~(again~no offense,u have a great parents anyway)~secretly,ur mum said tat ur a sleeping piggy last wEdnesday when she came to our class juz to return UR BOOKS!!!!ur mum r cu3e~nt like u~=X~lalala~

plan is nt full huh~but so weird u noe~i can comfirm today surely will maybe 100percent 可能i will tired daoooooo.........morning have to go to attend a small small big meeting at church.....jzu a camp....a great camp 4 sure=)~then afternoon will stick at church till 2.40 i tink~but y not as usual as 3pm?ahah~i'm going to cineme with all the moobsSs gang 2mr~~hmmm~we r going to watch 'a hole'!!!haha~actually is the hole,but....psps..in bahasa johnn.its named as a hole~=)~o yeah~lubang?2mr i wil go n watch how big it isssSss~~after cineme i guess edi 6......hmmm..as usual.....buffering n plying n sertting around at k-club~~~(2mr wil help to celebrate jud's birthday)hmmm~o dam building~wad present would u perfer hor jud???a teddy bear???a piano?or~ahaha~send u 'arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr-tut'.....xD~u noe i noe semua orang tahu la~

3.14pm/13/11/2010~~oh yeah!!!its rained!!!!!!!!!!!great time!!!great place!great bla blaX2!!!i am off to my darbed le~wuhuu~~~~hmmmmm~tink bak~tis blog seen like nt kosong at all wor~hiak hiak~=P~holiday mood!!!DON SAID ADD-MT INFRONT OF ME UNLESS U R MY MUM!!!

HAPPY DAY~NOBODY R LEFT BEHIND~NOBODY R CRYING=)

ღ我的故事，不再有你的陪伴ღ

誒。。。做莫。。。今天部落格在我要寫前空空的？？？因為我還沒寫咯。。。沒錯。。。今天一天又過了。。。我也親自為我自己走完了今天。。。寫下了自己今天的故事。。。

一天有24小時，就看我們自己怎麼用。在一天開始之前，先坐下來，為這一天禱告，然後想一想今天自己想怎麼寫自己一天的故事。人，是需要為自己生命做個好作者的，也許，你會寫錯字，你會沒有靈感，但永遠記得，寫了就是寫了，為自己寫的負上責任。

玻璃鞋。。。不一定是白雪公主才可以穿。。。當你為你深愛的另一半穿上了玻璃鞋，當你想把再它摘下來是，，玻璃鞋一定會破，不是因為你不小心，而是因為它和你心愛的另一半的心一起破碎，在怎麼粘，它。。。還是破了。感覺變了。。。就是變了。。。

前兩天禮拜6，幫nurul慶祝了她的生日，有去海邊，哪懂，那天，就在我們旁邊不遠處，有個我學校的form4生溺水。。。Let us all observe a moment of silence over the tragic loss of a fellow schoolmate...May the Lord let his Soul Rest in Eternal Peace （copy frm ian sozai)

我們不知我們幾時會死，會離開這世界，所以，不管怎樣，要努力在還在世上的時候孝順父母，把握跟朋友一起的時間。。。

上個星期6去了‘婦女會’聽了[美容養顏],別誤會，我今年第一次去，去幫忙操控電腦。。。其實也不錯下，講圓40多歲，可是看過去才30多nia。。。真的。。。女人不管有空沒空一定要去洗洗臉，不管在吸引異性還是增加自己的自信心都一定都+分的啦。。。那天最夠力的話=【一個家，女人開心，一家都開心，女人不開心，連家的夠都遭殃】

FB的‘like’其實並不代表什麼。。。but。。。when u click a 'like',i am juz so happy.....but....u nvr noe it.....n u nvr ever do it again on my page....T.T.......

終於。。。學校沒教課（除了add-mt),明天學校要还書。。。form4,,,大概也要畫上據點了。。。

Hmmm～剛旁晚去了taman li hua打球，兩場都輸，沒錯啦，玩而已，可是。。。就是不爽。。。父母去開會，自己就大概在6點半走路回。。。也沒什麼。。。就暗了點。。。晚了點。。。靜了點。。。不由自主又想起了你。。。

我學會了。。。人。。。一定要學會獨立。。。【獨立】這門課不容易，有時你會一個人，你要學會獨自面對，太依賴，並不是件好事。。。人。。。要學會【安靜】hmmm~這門課，對不愛說話的人當然不難，對我哦。。。有真的難的說。。。說話有時，安靜有時，讀書有時，玩樂有時。。。

o.O~禮拜6看戲。。。看a hole?xD(bahasa john)~沒錯應該是看the hole 吧。。本來要看child eyes 的。。。可是bla bla bla 最後很像看【洞】比較有前途。。。隨便。。都是鬼戲～（討厭）

wAAaaa~有是個下雨天。。。好睡～～～。。。大概這個是有你都會找找我跟我說你肚子餓了吧。。。Hmmm~我知道。。。～不會有下次了。。。我知道。。。

【我不会唱歌】-只是歌手給自己一個不想踏出第一步的理由，【我不配】-也只是一個無稽的廢話~

寫之前。。。我開了你的部落格。。。寫完了。。。我按了f5。。。你。。。真的更新了。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。T.T

blog title本來是。。。ღ我的故事，有你的陪伴ღ。。。最後。。。我還是改了。。。。

9/11/2010~11.29pm~november = official emo month?copied frm nizoob~=)tonite~wil be a gudnite for me but nt for good-knight~

onE l@st chanCE

I've got one last chance to get myself together, oh

The time has come for me to change again
I can't carry on like this, I will lose my friends
Don't say that you have given up on me
Just give me the time and space to heal my head

Some people say that I'm not worth it
I've made mistakes but nobody's perfect
I guess I'll give it a try

I've got one last chance to get myself together
I can't lose no more time it's now or never
And I'll try to remember who I used to be
I've got one last chance to get myself together, oh

And I don't wanna be misunderstood
I've got to take this chance and make it into something good, oh

Some people say that I'm not worth it
I've made mistakes but nobody's perfect
Guess I'll give it a try

I've got, I've got one last chance to get myself together
No, I can't lose no more time if it's now or never

I've got one last chance to get myself together
I can't lose no more time it's now or never
And I'll try to remember who I used to be
I've got one last chance to get myself together

I've got one last chance
Oh, I can know it's all I need
Is one last chance

9/11/2010~6.55PM~

★对不起～伤了你～我。。。对不起。。。~★

今天的post我不會到處宣傳。。。也不想那麼做。。。我只想寫給你們倆看。。。我並不擔心你們會不會看到。。。因為我知道你們會。。。我。。。只能說。。。對不起。。。對不起並不能解決問題。。。但那卻是我能讓我表達我深深的歉意的一句話。。。

对不起。。。伤了你。。。我并不是那么正人君子。。。對不起。。。可能。。。我。。。人非草木。。。我並不是沒感覺。。。我不是不知你在想什麼。。。可是我知道了又不懂我自己到底想怎樣。。。所以就當不知道咯。。。><。。。其實。。。我對你是有感覺的。。。不然我不會猶豫。。。我。。。只是。。。。。

对不起。。。伤了你。。。希望你還是像以前一樣。。。還是快快樂樂的你。。。我會學習放下。。。我知道你會的。。。只是我們需要時間。。。對不起。。。我。。。在我知道不應該再錯下去的情況下。。。還給你希望。。。我並沒有給你誤會。。。因為。。。你並沒有。。。。。。我只是。。不懂該怎麼選。。。

对不起。。。我伤了你。。。又傷了她。。。對不起。。。我。。。對不起。。。對她。。。我真的。。真的。。不懂該怎麼說。。。我真的對不起她。。。我不是亞當。。。她也不是夏娃。。。我真的不想做決定。。。。。。中學。。。還是把書念好吧。。。她是醬跟我說的。。。D-diao。。。我並不善於。。。也不喜歡。。。但。。。我會學習的。。。。。。我會的。。。只要你喜歡。。。對不起。。。我答應不當一個不守信用的男人。。。可是還是像你許下了許許多多自己根本辦不到的承諾。。。放心。。。我不會在許什麼不切實際的話。。。不會問一些form4 student不應該問的問題。。。i should nt cross the limit....n i knew tat i wont.....

★女生并不脆弱,可是有时还是需要男生的保护。但男生们，永远记住，你并没有那么强，不要一时保护两个。☆

抬頭望著天，对自己说，天空依然晴朗～勾一勾手指。。。我們依然是好朋友。。

小學。。。跟中學。。。差好多。。。那麼快。。。有不用補習了。。。因為又到年尾了。。。form4生涯。。。發生了好多事。。。也讓我成長了不少。。。今年讓我見識到了adD-mt的厲害。。。Hmmmm~今年考了4次。。。讓我父母灰心了倆次。。。絕望了倆次。。。system msg:chinajohn had juz been pawned by 年尾aDD-mt考試again==。。。我。。。又fail le。。。sertT la!!!剛剛聽我爸說。。。他。我媽。。。姐都是數學拿了A+~就是我。。。而已。。。拿

fail。。。我爸說當年他都沒有補習。。。就能拿A~er 我。。。ADD-MT~還不兩邊。。。還fail!!!!我爸說了兩個字。。。可憐。。。他說了5到6次。。。 那句話卻在我心裡來來回回了一晚。。。可憐。。。我。。真的很可憐。。。【郭】家。。。我對不起你。。。爸爸媽媽。。。我又再一次讓你們失望了。。。姐。。。。。。謝謝你們用心的教導。。。我並不笨。。。只是沒有用心。。。姐。。。對不起。。。我。。。對不起。。。。

聽著【葉子】。。。TTJ~我明白了你的leaf-style了。。。歌詞那麼的傷感。。。尤其是最後一句。。。。。。我不是一個長emo的人。。。但不代表我不會。。。emo不是你的專利。。。我也可以。。但放心。。。我只是一時。。。只是一時。。。你的emo我會還給你。。。因為。。。只是一時。。。真的。。。只是一時。。。

年尾了。。。虛度了一年。。。覺得自己很廢。。。說話也廢。。做人也廢。。i hate myself!!!dam building sertT!!!!年尾的短宣。。。camp。。n camp again。。。應該會讓我充實一點吧。。。

年尾了。。。跟往常一樣。。。plan 了好多plan。。。應該也跟往常一樣。。。都沒做到多少吧。。。隨便。。。明年SPM~ADD MT!!!給你勢不兩立！！！

今天9.31分。。。5/11/2010。。。明天幫nurul慶祝生日。。。應該會開開心心的吧。。。啊！！！！你的部落格！！！【婚禮進行曲】！！！今年第一次哭。。。T.T。。。我。。。對不起。。。

滑文晚宴（2010 form4年终)

诶。。。听说bandar不是在考年终test 么？对哦～就有考～so waD?还不是跟朋友在前两天星期6快快乐乐去 parkcity mall 对面的bu lowland SEE-fooT res-TAUREN 参加了【华文晚宴】～哈哈～～～就开心咯。。。我跟泽豪，荟颍他们的小提琴合奏就。。。SKIP!!!!!hmmm～其内容也懒惰讲～就BLA~BLA~BLA~tis time 的晚宴o......very fun de shuo.....(although paid for RM30,可是真的真的觉得吃不到10块。。。==）

考试还有3天。。。大家加油。。。

（1+1=1笑1=2。。。1=2笑1=3。。。。）不明白？？？哈哈～～～～有【性】趣来问我咯。。。懒惰写。。。

很想到打篮球。。。【完】真的。。。。很懒惰写==zZz

1/1/2010~4.40pm.....en=D